And after we voted, Jesse and I got into this huge argument over something silly. We are both SO stubborn and that is NOT a good thing. But I won :P LOL. Well, no not really. But I had such anxious energy built up that I needed it expelled.
So, as the evening wore on it started out cool and fun and by the end of the night it had dissolved into sobs and anguish. I'm telling you, y'all, it was ugly. Fear, anger, sadness.
I had to take a loverly sleeping pill last night to actually fall asleep. But you know what, I still tossed and turned all night and was up way too early. Oy vey. And when I woke up, I still shed a few tears. And y'all, I TRULY don't get it. I don't. I don't understand.
I went throughout my day just sort of stupefied. I'm still in a state of shock. UGH. And it doesn't help that I have a total conspiracy theory/apocalyptic mentality. So my mind doesn't stop. It's exhausting. I'm still trying to piece it all together. I hope that these next 4 years fly by. I totally have Post Election Stress Syndrome. WHAT?! It's a real thing.
Now, for my grateful post. I'm grateful for the peace of God. I have my moments where I am still fearful and I forget to rely on HIM. But most of this day has been a good day. HE has made his presence known. And I know that I have to trust HIM. But I'm so grateful for HIS presence that gives me peace! Because, y'all, it's all about HIM. It's all about HIS honor and HIS glory.
“Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
I'm so grateful for that! And I'm so grateful that I can KNOW He is GOD.