You know, it's kinda funny. Lately, while on fb, I had been getting frustrated. You know, the kind of frustration that makes a girl just shake her head and yell to the wind "I DON'T UNDERSTAND SOME PEOPLE". Ugh.
So, I decided to take a facebook hiatus, vacation, sabbatical, or whatever you want to call it. So, I decided that to keep my blood pressure to a healthy level, I needed to stay off of facebook for a while. I came out with grand plans of doing it for a full week. O.o ~ I don't know why I did that to myself. I was going through withdrawals within 30 minutes. And I realized that is a long time to go for a first time fb vacationer. Especially since I am not doing anything special right now. It would be easier if I was on vacation. But I'm not. I'm just homeschooling, and cleaning and cooking (keep your mouth shut, Jesse) and just bored at night. Jesse goes to work at 6 pm, the boys go to bed no later than 9 pm and I am lonely the rest of the evening. So it is hard
Now, what I am finding the most telling about myself is that a) I am what could be considered addicted to facebook and b)REALLY a boring and weird person cause I find I can blog about it.
All that to say ~ I am going to go off my fb vacation ~ it was intended to alleviate stress, not add to it. And yes, I am gonna have some unnamed men gloat because apparently they know me better than I know myself. There were some guys who said I couldn't last, my husband being one of them. I will gladly tell them that they were right. But, I have also learned that maybe I don't need to live on it like I have become accustomed to. So, there is my sad strange little blog about my lack of will power to stay off of facebook.
And this is why I don't drink ~ I'm easily addicted and have no will power to stop. SERIOUSLY!